To suffer in silence is a pain unlike others,
A pillow over your well being that slowly kills you while it smothers
A craving that laughs as you cry in the corner.
A soul that is lost and frantically looks for it’s owner.
One pill, one hit, one problem, one regret,
One crutch you rely on to help you forget.
Life is for living and God gives us the air we gasp to breathe.
Friends get sick of our behavior, family gets up to leave.
Suddenly the high we felt is holding us down.
In an instant we realize there is no one left around.
A mirror is avoided due to the reflection we know we will see,
The face of a person we swore ourselves we would never be.
The enemy wraps his arms around you and pretends to be all that you need,
Then light and archangels rush in to intercede.
The demons that made a haven inside your heavy heart,
Are now packing their things and are forced to depart.
Once clear of the toxins and lies that polluted your walk,
You are now able to stop being deafened to hearing God talk.
He doesn’t scold you or condemn you like you originally thought,
He wipes aways your tears, looks at you and waits to hear what you’ve got.
Nothing but thoughts of sorry begin to flow,
God tells you to cheer up because He already knows.
No drug that you take, no pill that you swallow, no experience you run from is worth being this hollow.
The way you feel God now feels better than flying,
The life you now live is worth actually trying.
To succeed in this life you cannot be a coward
It takes guts and belief to be Empowered.
God will get you higher than any back alley dope.
So look to Him and stop seeking for something to cope